My last voluntary complementary therapies shift was Monday 23rd March 2020. I will remember this day forever; it was a heavy day that left many people, be they staff or service users, with more questions than answers. 

I was fortunate to finish two people’s treatments in full that day as they both had their fourth treatment.

I also had two new clients that day and my heart went out to them as they sobbed. I explained I could provide a treatment today but after then I am not sure when I will see them again for the time being.

Probably one of the hardest scenarios as I could not provide answers or reassurance.

In different times, the common feedback I receive from the service users at the Hospice, is that it is their 45 minutes to feel whole, a moment of not feeling broken. ‘When on your couch, I feel me, not a disease’, is something I hear very often, as is ‘it’s nice to have a touch that is respecting me and is non-clinical, rather than an invasive procedure that infringes on my dignity and choices’.

I'm looking forward to providing complementary therapies once again when I am able to. The last year has had detrimental effects for all. To be in a position to soothe one's soul is a privilege that I am exceptionally grateful for. 

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